[3.31.09] [4.17 am]

I know it's too early to post a post and I still have to go to sleep but then, someone really pissed me off. This Zefan really make me ANGRY. She even dare to call me a worm? Hell! If I'm a worm then what is she? A rat! I really thank --- (you know who you are! =D) and Shyrette mei for defending for me. Gals, she's totally overboard. She's one damn! Just check this: http://winglin.net/fanfic/march172009/ then click comments. Argh! I really hate her! She better not mess up with me or else, she'll regret that she was born!!!

~zygnet~

[3.26.09] [11.57pm]

Well, I wasn't able to tell what happened yesterday. It is REALLY happy and funny. Know why? Because I was able to talk to BETTY again! Haha! As in TALK. I heard her voice AGAIN. I even heard her sing. So cute mah! Haha! As in!! It's so cute. Especially when she sang Zhong Guo Hua and those other songs she played. She's good, as usual, in playing her harmonica. Hehe! And guess what? I made her laughing like MAD! [well, that's what she said. xxD] Well, here's the details. I was playing the songs in my PC. The first song was Yu Zhou Xiao Jie (Miss Universe) of S.H.E. And I was taken by the song. I was like singing it, too and doing some moves. But then, I heard her laugh. Haha! [Oops! I showed her my cam! Hehe!] And she was like "HAHAHAHAHA!". Gosh! She do laugh so CUTE and LOUD! Haha! And then, that goes on and on! And she laughed and laughed. Hehe! I was really happy yesterday coz I made her happy and laugh. Hehe! And when I online again, if ever I got the chance to do it again, I'll surely do it again just to hear her laugh again and again and again. Hehe! Love you BETTY!! Mwahz!

~zygnet~

[3.26.09] [5.20 pm]

Actually, in this post, I would just like to say goodbye. Not forever though. Hehe! I couldn't promised my very best friend Betty to be online tonight and tomorrow and the next days. Maybe I could online but for a short day only. But still, I hope we could talk again. I'll surely miss her! Love you jie! Mwah!

~zygnet~

[3.25.09] [2.05]

Today's a very kinda tiring day. And well, I also learned a lot. Well, here's the thing. My good friend Eulyn Jill and her bf, Jhorney, got a serious problem and then again, I'm acting as the 'Stupid Cupid' again. I try to give both parties some advices and what they need to do. Although I don't speak from experience but I speak for what I think and knew is the truth. Of course, I kinda understand. I'm a story writer in winglin and a reader, too.

You see, there's this girl named Gail. She loves Jhorney and it seems like she's the 'third wheeler'. And yeah! I opened up a conversation with her and send her some rude words and starts a fight. Heck! Who wouldn't, right? I mean, if you knew that it's someone in particular that caused a relationship to broke, for sure, as a friend, you'll get mad. Our fight got bigger and then, there came a point wherein I told her something, an advice to be exact, seriously. There, our calm conversation starts. I understand her. God, it do hurt to let go someone you totally love but then, don't you think it's for the best? Okay, if you were to ask a question; "Which one hurts you the most? Loving someone you knew that you can never have or letting that someone go?" Well, it's totally hard to answer that question. Of course, it hurts to love someone that you, yourself, knew that it's impossible to win him/her. It also hurts so much to let go of that someone. But then again, you have to think deeply. It hurts more to love someone who doesn't love you than to let go that someone for the best. As Eulyn said, "Don't be afraid to give up the good for the best." She's right, isn't she? Giving up for the good doesn't mean that you're a loser. In fact, it makes you prove the people around you that you're strong. Strong to let go that someone you love not just for that someone's happiness but also to other people and you. You just have to gather all the courage you have and put it together and you'll be able to do that. It's not a matter of time, it's a matter of courage. Time heal wounds? I don't think so. It's not totally that the time that heals the wounds. It's the people you met during those time. Those people that helped you get through to those hurtful days that you suffered. And once you finally succeed, then you can start a new happy beginning and start looking for your one true love. =)

"Not having the one you love doesn't mean you don't deserve to be happy. It just means that you're great and you deserve someone better!" =)

And currently, I'm talking with Betty. As in TALKING! I can hear her beautiful and cute voice! Hehe!

~zygnet~

[3.25.09] [12.55 am]

Okay, it's too late for me to post ANOTHER post but then, I got nothing to do and I just want to. Okay, today was a 'pretty okay' day. Thanks to 'someone' there who has been a really great help for me to take that 'sadness' away. And well, I'm kinda going back to my old self now. Pretty weird, huh! Well, what can I say? I'm usually like that. And oh, Hot Shots is coming this March 30. Hehe! Pretty excited to see Wu Chun in there! Haha! Ella's bao bei? Lolz. Hehe! Well, hope they will admit their relationship pretty soon. HAha!
Gotta go to sleep now!

~zygnet~

[3.24.09] [12.33 am]

Well, just want to say the 20 reasons why I love my best online friend.

1. She gives me the kind of love I've been longing for for a best friend.
2. She gives me the kind of sisterly love.
3. She gives me her supports in everything I do.
4. She cares for me like I'm already a part of her family.
5. She talks to me even if she didn't know me very well. [and even we didn't met yet]
6. She listens to my problems and help me solve it.
7. She encourages me whenever I'm down.
8. She makes me happy whenever I'm blue.
9. She trusted me like she knows me for a very long time already when in fact, our first talk was on October 2008.
10. She makes me feel like I'm important.
11. She never ignored me.
12. She never lied to me.
13. She always makes me feel like I'm good at some things.
14. She always makes me feel like I deserved to be noticed and not to be ignored.
15. She shares everything she had.[like news, movies, dramas, what she was doing and etc.]
16. She treated me as a person who deserved to be treasured.
17. Everytime she's talking to me, it feels like heaven.
18. She always complimented me that makes me happy.
19. She's being herself.
20. She loved me for what I am and for what I'm not. xxD

That's all. There's no need to explain all those things I said above. All I can say is that, whenever you find someone like her, don't ever let her go. God! You must be very lucky to have her/him, you know. People like Betty are really rare.

~zygnet~

[3.24.09] [12.23 pm]

Yes! I'm getting hyper again! For three different reasons.

1. Because tomorrow's the BIG DAY! Why? Well, everybody knows that tomorrow is March 25 which is actually my FIRST ANNIVERSARY for being a Hua Yang Shao Nian Shao Nu, ChunElla, S.H.E and Fahrenheit fan. Kinda many huh! But then, those things just linked. The main tandem in Hana Kimi is ChunElla. And Wu Chun is from Fahrenheit while Ella is from S.H.E and S.H.E and Fahrenheit are like two different bands that usually collaborates. Okay, for the story behind this 'celebration' of mine, I'll tell you. Last March 25, 2008, Hana Kimi started airing here, in Cebu (Since in Manila and Luzon, it started on March 24, 2008) and well, it does aired on the morning here in our place and SINCE, it's still class days, I can't absolutely watch. And when the trailer was still shown, I kinda hate it. Why? I blamed the girl. Who's the girl? Gosh! My ever so beloved idol, Ella Chen Jia Hua. I just can't believe a girl like her could ACTUALLY look so MUCH like a guy in a drama. And well, when I came home from school that very day, my sister said that she watched it and it was absolutely great and funny. I got curious and so, I decided to watched that drama on youtube. And since I watched it, gosh! I fell in love with it! You better watch it, so damn GOOD! And well, that's it! Since that day, I became their fan. And it continues, until NOW. =)

2. My sister's coming back home after being away from us for almost a year. Don't get me wrong dudes, it's not like she was thrown out the house or something. She went abroad. Norway to be specific and now, she's coming back home (with her baby on her womb) for a vacation. And guess what? We're going to Bohol. Well, I'm just excited since I've never been outside Cebu before. *sheepish laugh*

3. My best online friend, Betty, just posted the post that I blogged here in her blog. I was like, blushing so red like a TOTATO [That's tomato actually, she just make that funny name. xD] and like her, my lips really formed into a big banana shape. Hehe! Check her blog: http://ii-dunn0-h0w-tu-name-m0ii-bl0q.blogspot.com/ Hehe! xD

~zygnet~

[3.24.09] [9.36 a.m]

[Yeah! Sorry about that. I wasn't able to continue since I got this 'suffer-from-mental-block'..or something. And well, after an OVERNIGHT thinking, I was able to remember so, yeah! Here are some.]

4. Never ever hesitate to seek for help from your friend. Yup! Again, learned that from her. Why? Well, between the two of us, I'm the most 'problematic'. Yeah! I admit that! And well, sometimes, I do hide that from her which makes me even MORE problematic since I really don't know what to do. So here's the thing, whenever you got problems, don't EVER hesitate to call a friend. You're shy and just to tell your friend tomorrow? Oh come on! Don't do that. Heck! Why wait for tomorrow when there's a today that's waiting? So yeah! That's it. What are friends for right? Hehe!

5. When you're feeling blue, talk about it with your friend. Yup! Actually, it's related to the number one. Yeah! Well, whenever you're feeling sad, lonely and etc., you should let it out. Don't keep it to yourself. Come on, share your blessings! Hehe! Well, that's not a blessing actually. But come on, let's get serious. You really should let out the bad feelings inside you coz it will not really lead you to a good day! And most probably, it will lead you to the BAD day! So, yeah! Whenever you have bad feelings, let it out by crying, shouting or talking to a friend. =)

~zygnet~

[3.23.09]

Guys, (if ever somebody or someone is reading this) I'll just give you what I've learned.

1. If ever you're sad, please don't keep it to yourself because if you do, your past sad memories and thoughts, too, will come back and make you even MORE sad. That's what I learned today. As what my very close friend said, "If you're sad, don't pretend to be happy." She does got a point, doesn't she? Well, I totally agree with her. Yes! I do but then, I can't do it myself. That... is one of my hidden personalities; pretending to be happy even not. And also, pretending to be happy can lead you to lie to someone important and close to you. So don't even think about it. Don't even think or dare in following ME.

2. Don't ever compare yourself to others. Know where I learned that? Yes! From her again. That was when we "argue" (don't take it TOO seriously) again about me, praising her with her artworks and then, she compared herself with some other graphic designer which I don't know. Then, again, I made her speechless. Hehe! I love that! Well, she became "speechless" when I told her that, "Why compare yourself to others? I know, deep in your heart, you know you're the greatest designer" (I really don't know if that was the exact one but it does have the thought there.) And there, from what I said, I also realized about it coz actually, I'm the kind of person who likes to compare myself to others. But hey! I got my own talents so why must I compare? And I do like what this quote say"When you compare yourselves to others, you will just be wasting the person you truly are." And I don't really want to waste the 'Zygnet' people on the net knew. =)

3. Treasuring a friend. Yup! Learned that from her, AGAIN! Well, she do sometimes doesn't go online which makes me worry and missed her A LOT. And well, when she went back, of course, you'll have to ask SO many questions like 'where were you?', 'what happened?', 'how are you?' and etc. But then, when somebody or someone is like away for days, especially if he/she is REALLY important, Gosh! You'll worry like HELL, trust me! And as what a 'encouraging text msg.' says: "You'll never know what you've been missing until it arrives and you'll never know what you get until it's missing." So you must really treasure the people that you have right now. Coz if you really didn't hang on to them, then you'll never know, maybe tomorrow, they'll be out of your sight.

~zygnet~

I'm the ever-so-ewan Zygnet. Your silly fellow. I'm a 101% Asian Addict and I'm very very very proud to tell everyone about it. I love MandoPop (Cpop) the most, S.H.E, Fahrenheit, JVKV (F4), Danson Tang, Tank, Bang Bang Tang (A bit) and a lot more. Followed by Jpop and Kpop. I love Hey! Say! JUMP! And now, I'm loving Super Juniors. Especially, SuJu M because they can sing in Mandarin. WAHH! So nice leh!! :)) Anyways, I love Ella Chen Jia Hua in S.H.E! Super addicted with her but I also love Hebe and Selina mah. I love Arron Yan Ya Lun the most in Fahrenheit `coz of course, he's my lao gong (hubby). (HEY! Don't argue! xD.) Although I always melted with Calvin's smile, with Chun's handsome face and Jiro's silly actions. I love Daiki Arioka, Chinen Yuuri, Inoo Kei, Nakajima Yuto, Ryutaro Morimoto, Yabu Kota, Hikaru Yaotome, Yamada Ryosuke [this is in order] and of course, my ichibans, Takaki Yuya and Keito Okamoto in Hey! Say! JUMP! I'm so in love with cute boys! (?.?) I love Henry Lau of SuJu M!! He's so cute and of course, YESUNG!!! I uber love Yesung of Super Junior! Reminds me of my lao gong, which everyone knows who. HAHAHAHA!!!! I'm just totally an OBSESSED Asian fan! :)) And my number 1 goal, to learn ManJapEan! (MANdarin-JAPanese-KorEAN) :)). And I can say "I love you" in many different language. (If you wanna know about that).