[May 29, 2009 Friday 11:10 PM]

GOSH! These answers...WAAAHH!! I'm totally super happy!!! I ascended to cloud 100!! Lol.
What if:

[1] I committed suicide: I'll kneel down on your grave and scream, cry and yell for the loudest and the worst in my entire life.

[2] I lived next door to you: I'll drop by your house everyday as well as eat dinner with you!

[3] I started smoking: I'll force you to think of CE instead of thinking of smoking.

[4] I stole something: I'll ask you to return the things you have stolen.

[5] I was hospitalized: Definitely visit your everyday with a lovely rose for you.

[6] I ran away from home: I'll come out and meet you, to share the problems you had and then sleep at my house.

[7] I got into a fight and you weren't there: I'll kill the person who beat you up!


What do you think about...


[1] Personality: Cheerful yet soft-hearted. Strong on the outside but weak in the heart. Definitely a really loyal friend to everyone.

[2] Eyes: Big and shiney, very attractive.

[3] Face: A bit chubby and absolutely adorable, forcing me to pinch it!

[4] Hair: A bit curly.

[5] Clothes: Eh, I think it's good?

[6] Mannerisms: I don't know how to answer this. -_-"


Others...

[1] Who are you? Your best pal in winglin!

[2] Are we friends? YES!

[3] When and how did we meet? Hmm, I guess we get to know each other in Charming Elegance?

[4] How have I affected you? You gave me both positive and negative sides. Like whenever I chatted with you, I feel so happy and my troubles are gone. But when you ignore or not by my side to chat with me, I felt myself having difficult breathings, can't live on without a friend like you.

[5] What do you think of me? Absolutely one of the most treasurable friend I ever got from God!

[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me? Sharing CE news and imagining them getting married! LOL.

[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies? Till my last beating.

[8] Do you love me? YES, I always love you!

[9] Have I ever hurt you? Yes, but it's not that kind of 'really' hurt. Just a tiny hurt when you are not by my side.

[10] Would you hug me? YES!

[11] Emotionally, what stands out? You're a great person that's easy to get along well.

[12] Do you wish I was cooler? You are already yourself, there's nothing you can change. If not, you wouldn't be the 'Zygnet' I've always known.

[13] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I? 10+ and above and more and more!

[14] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. LOL. ZYGENT because I always typed wrongly your name from Zygnet to ZYGENT.

[15] Am I loveable? Of course you are!

[16] How long have you known me? Last year October 2008.

[17] Describe me in one word. Tremendously kind-hearted.

[18] What was your first impression? Cute!

[19] Do you still think that way about me now? Of course!!!

[20] What do you think my weakness is? Too soft-hearted in certain things.

[21] Do you think I'll get married? Haha! Of course!

[22] What about me makes you happy? As long as you're happy, I'm happy.

[23] What about me makes you sad? Crying, as well as you're hurt.

[24] What reminds you of me? Everytime I think about CE as well as MSN friend.

[25] What's something you would change about me? Nothing.

[26] How well do you know me? I only understand you 99%. I can never understand you for100% because nobody in this world will ever understand the other party for 100%. That's what I think.

[27] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? Yes.

[28] Do you think I would kill someone? NO! You're too soft-hearted!

[29] Are we close? Of course!

WAAAHHHHHH! Jie!! *blush* Why do you always do this?!?! Haha! Love you very much jie!

~zygnet~
now signing off

[May 29, 2009 Friday 10:20 PM]

Ni Qi jie's answers. xxD

What if:

[1] I committed suicide: I will cry my eyes out and go to ur funeral
[2] I lived next door to you: visit you everyday and we have fun  
[3] I started smoking: I'll stop u
[4] I stole something: tell u to return it
[5] I was hospitalized: visit u everyday
[6] I ran away from home: ask u if u want to stay to mine. and we talk about the problem..
[7] I got into a fight and you weren't there: tell me where they are and I'll hunt them down!

What do you think about...

[1] Personality: Nice
[2] Eyes: good
[3] Face: cute
[4] Hair: curly?? XD
[5] Clothes: hmm.. comfortable  
[6] Mannerisms: errmm... do u have one???

Others...

[1] Who are you? ur friend , CR sister!  
[2] Are we friends? Yah
[3] When and how did we meet? CR by gb chat?? XD
[4] How have I affected you? hmmm... u listen to me most of the time makes me less stressed
[5] What do you think of me? Ur Nice

[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me? when we chat all day long XD
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies? hmmm.... till my last breath??
[8] Do you love me? yah
[9] Have I ever hurt you? hmm... nah...
[10] Would you hug me? of course !

[11] Emotionally, what stands out? hmm.. ur happy self
[12] Do you wish I was cooler? ur great already.. no need for that
[13] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I? 10
[14] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. Kaye~ cause it's simple and nice.. so are u
[15] Am I loveable? Yah!

[16] How long have you known me? hmmm... since last year  
[17] Describe me in one word. NICE  
[18] What was your first impression? Kind
[19] Do you still think that way about me now? yup  
[20] What do you think my weakness is? hmmm.. friendship?

[21] Do you think I'll get married? Yup  
[22] What about me makes you happy? when ur happy
[23] What about me makes you sad? when ur crying
[24] What reminds you of me? hmm... everytime I'm online XD or I see u-know-who or someone else... XD
[25] What's something you would change about me? nothing.. ur great as who u are

[26] How well do you know me? enough XD
[27] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? yah... I still cant' >_<
[28] Do you think I would kill someone? no
[29] Are we close? Yah...

Waah!! Ni Qi jie's answers melt me. Lol. Sent me to Cloud Nine!! Hehe! Thank you Ni Qi jie! Love lots! Mwah!

~zygnet~

now signing off

[May 29, 2009 Thursday 6:04 PM]

Falling in love with what? Haha! I'm falling in love with Boys Over Flowers' OST. The songs are great. I love melody. Haha! So great! Try listening to these.

--Paradise by T-Max

--Because I'm Stupid by SS501

--Wish Ur My Love by T-Max


--Stand By Me by SHINee



Haha! Kinda many, right? But it's really beautiful. I love the melody. And also, I'm falling in love with...



*drums started drumming* Haha! Our one and only, FAHRENHEIT! Their "Gu Dan Mo Tian Lun" [Lonely Ferris Wheel] Lol.



I'm missing Kylemaleen mei and my Lao po jie. Huhu! Also, my 3m sisters. And I'm sad... They said that Hana Kimi Taiwan Replay will replace Hot Shots. Huhu! :'( And if that will happen, I'M DOOMED!!!! Huhu!! Hot Shots was aired here in our place in the morning so that means, if Hana Kimi will replace Hot Shots, then I CAN'T SEE IT!! >.<>Love or Bread by Ariel Lin and Joe Cheng will replace Hot Shots. Hopefully, it's true. WAAH!! Hana Kimi Taiwan must be in Primetime Bida so I can see it. Bwahahaha! And guys, PLEASE!! Sign the petition. The petition that asks ABS-CBN to buy the copyrights to ALL Fahrenheit's dramas. Waah!! Please. For sure, after the dramas below has broadcasted here, Fahrenheit gained lots of Filipino fans.



-->It Started With A Kiss and They Kiss Again with Jiro Wang and Arron Yan



--> Hana Kimi Taiwan [Hua Yang Shao Nian Shao Nu] with Ella Chen [S.H.E], Wu Chun and Jiro Wang [Fahrenheit]



--> Romantic Princess with Wu Chun and Calvin Chen

--> Hot Shots with Wu Chun

Here: http://www.petitiononline.com/flh4ever/petition.html

~zygnet~

now signing off

[May 28, 2009 Thursday 1:09 PM]

Gosh! I was super crazy today!! Hahaha! First, I watched the video wherein Fahrenheit was interviewed in Kang Xi Lai Le. Chun said something about that 'couple watch'. He even said what 'her' reaction was when he gave it to 'her'. He said that it was his surprise for 'her'! Hahaha! And he also said that 'she' was really touched with it and 'she' was really happy. Haha! To all CE fans, you'll know what that 'couple watch' I'm talking about! Haha! It really drove me crazy that I even roll on the floor then stood up and started jumping up and down. Hahaha!

Second, the New Meng Niu CF BTS! Haha! WAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!! They were in their own lil world, talking. And also, CHUN sipped ELLA's drink!! WAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!! Here's the vid:

OMG!! Hahahhahaa! I'm now hyperventilating!! Haha! HELP!!!!!!!!

Note: The 'her' and 'she' in the first paragraph MAY refer to Ella since they [she and Chun] have similar watches [referred as 'couple watch']. xxD

Btw, finally updated 'The Pinky Promise'. Haha! Hope you'll have time to visit and read it! ^.^

~zygnet~

now signing off.

[May 25, 2009 12:15 AM Monday]

Shyrette mei wrote this in her blog:

Haii ! It's been 5 days when I posted, anyway, I have a really bad news ! Im really pissed of ! Okay, let me start .....

I'am a member in asianpopcorn.com . I met different people there, different fan idols, different sex, and mostly, different attitudes . I met this girl named "sansei" she was totally evelish . She was bashing 'ChunElla' of course, as a fan od CE, I've commented to her page calmy yet a little angry of course . She is a 'ChunGela' fan, She was really angry to all the CE fans and of course to Ella . When someone commented to her page badly , she was ready to give an very angry expression to your page , as if she was really not sport . She was a freakin' loser ! Zygnet-Jie was really right ! A people who is easily get mad was a really loser ! ^.^

But of course, I have a good news to all the CE fans ...

I really love Chunnie before, but when Romantic Princess and Butterfly Lovers published. I really hate it ! So much rumors about 'ChunGela' and to this 'WuSa' . When 'WuSa' came 'ChunGela' was really gone ! And this fucking 'WuSa' has so many rumors about . But instead of listening to this rumors, being affected to this , Just ignore it ! Keep the faith ! ^.^ And now , I think it was a really miracle ! Zygnet-Jie was the one who tell this to me , she said that it was like Chun is courting Ella for what CHUNNIE said to his blog , I dont know the exact message but I think Chun said there "I will keep try and try" . That's what I've been memorized ! Ahahaha ! On the other hand, Ella says something at BTS of Just want to depend on you, I think ! Okay, Ella said there "Someone courting me, he is foreigner , had a big eyes." I already forgot ! Oh kill me guys ! Anyway , Isn't Chun is a foreigner coz He is bruneian . Chun has a 2 big eyes. Ahahaha . As of this two couples , I'am really lucky coz Im one of fans of them ^.^ That's why I really love CE ! ^.^ . Thank you again to Zygnet-Jie for telling me this ! Xie Xie !

Okay ! That's it ! :D

Quote to share: "Just keep on faithing, be positive! What if one day it will come true ! ^.^"

She thanked me again. Haha! I feel so WOW! Haha! She mentioned me in her blog. Haha! I felt special. Lol. Why not right? Heheh! She's really one great mei mei! ^^

~zygnet~

now signing off.

[May 24, 2009 10:42 PM Sunday]

Obviously, feeling bored. So I decided to answer this so called quiz. Hehe!

1. Besides lips,  where is your favorite spot to get kiss?

--> My cheeks. Haha!

2. How do you feel when you wake up in the morning?

--> ZzzZzz. Obviously, S-L-E-E-P-Y! 

3. Who was the last person you took photo with?

--> Hmm, my closest sister, I guess. Hehe!

4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?

--> Erm..Dunno. -_-"

5. Would you ever donate blood?

--> Of course. I ever I got the opportunity then why not? ^.^

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex?

--> Hmm, nope. Only close friends. Hehe!

7. Do you want someone dead?

--> YES! YEAH! YUP!

8. What does the last message say?

--> Nothing. [What message anyway?]

9. What are you thinking right now?

--> A thought. I'm thinking a thought. =P

10. Do you wish someone with you right now?

--> Of course. ^^

11. What time you went to bed last night?

--> Almost two I guess.

12. Where did you buy the t-shirt you're wearing now?

--> In school?

13. Is someone in your mind?

--> Yeah! Haha!

14. Who was the last person texted you?

--> Joselle jie

15. 10 people tagged to do this quiz.

--> Joselle jie

--> Ate Allyson

--> Vhanz jie

-->  Jill jie

--> Kylemaleen Mei

--> Micah Mei

-->  Shyrette Mei

--> Ni Qi Jie

--> Christa

--> Michelle Angela jie

16. Who is 2 having relationship with?

-->  CALVIN CHEN YI RU! Lol. Haha!

17.  Is 3 male or female?

--> Female lah!

18. If 7 & 10 get together, would it be a good thing?

--> I don't know. I guess they don't know each other. Hehe!

19. What is 1 studying about?

-->  Hmm, Mandarin language? Hehe!

20. When was the last time you had a chat with 5?

--> Last year. I can't recall what month or date.

21. Is 4 single?

--> No. Haha! Taken. Lol.

22. Say something about 2.

--> AN ADDICT FAN OF CALVIN CHEN. CALVIN'S SOON TO BE WIFE. Lol 

23. What do you think about 3 & 6 being together?

--> Good. They must know each other lah! Haha!

24. Describe 9.

--> Don't know her really but she's a big fan of ArJoe, I guess.

25. What will you do if 6 and 7 fight?

--> Then I will help them fixed the problem.

26. Do you like 8?

--> OF COURSE LAH! Hahaha! I love her very MUCH!

[May 24, 2009 5:23 PM Sunday]

Well, I missed my friends. Huhu. I missed the people below.

Lao Po jie [Glendel]

Kylemaleen mei

Kyle ge

Mike ge [The most talkative one!]

Ken ge

Yan Nicole Mei jie

Angela jie [The CE hater and ChunGela lover >.<]

I missed lot of people. And the ones above are some people.=(

~zygnet~

now signing off.

[May 23, 2009 Saturday 12:09 PM]

I'm accepted as a moderator! Wohoo! Haha! But a training mod for now. Hehe! Hopefully I could manage to moderate all of it well.

S.H.E 2NE1 Forum [A Training Moderator in Lyrics Section]

Wish me luck! ^^

~zygnet~

now signing off...

[May 22, 2009 11:26 PM Friday]

Well, just gonna share that I was accepted as a Moderator in BeBu Community Forum. I'm a moderator in S.H.E Fahrenheit Chatroom. Lol. So, I have to moderate three forums now.

S-M-I-L-E Philippines Forum [Ella Forum] [An Administrator]

Fanfic Craze Forum [An Administrator]

BeBu Community Forum [Moderator in S.H.E Fahrenheit Chatroom]

Haha! Hopefully, I'll be accepted as a Moderator in S.H.E 2NE1 forum. Haha!

~zygnet~

now signing off.

 

[May 22, 2009 Friday 12:14 PM]

Well, actually it's nothing mah!  Haha! Just wanna update this. Hehe! I joined two forums. S.H.E 2NE1 forum and BeBu Community Forum. Haha! I even applied as a Moderator on those forums. Sigh. Gosh! If I'll be accepted, can I do it? I hope so. Lol. Anyways, that's it for now. Hahaha!!! Toodles.!!

~zygnet~

now signing off

[May 20, 2009 Wednesday 10:46 A.M]

Hmm, where can I start? Okay, let me start with that 'Sansei' in Asian Popcorn. Ha! I can really laugh with her reaction after reading my calm comment to her. It seems like she's really fuming mad. Hahahaha! She won't be mad if she's not a loser, right? She won't be mad if what I'm telling her are wrong since she is a fan of the other side, right? Ha! But she was mad. She grew angry. Bwahaha! It just proves those. I commented her back again and let's see what her reaction will be. *evil smirk*

Oh, also. This 'Anti-CE_ProWuSa' person commented me in my story, too. Haha! She's a hopeless immature person. Her comment in different stories has the same contents. Ha! I commented her back, of course. All I'm waiting now is her reply. Haha! Let's see if she will and what will it be. *evil smirk*

Remember: Ang talunan, madaling magalit.

                      Losers burns mad easily.

Matira matibay. The stronger one remains. The winner wins, the loser loses. Haha! Let's see who in this fight is the winner and the loser. 

~zygnet~

now signing off...

[May 19, 2009 Tuesday 2:32 PM]

Lots of traveling during the month of April....

Shanghai, Beijing, Hang Zhou, Luo Yang, HK, Tokyo, Nara, Maldives, Singapore, Heng Dian and of course only a few days in Taiwan!

As per my previous blog, April was a 'Decision Month' for me in which I could hardly sit back, relax and think about everything properly... haha! However, I ought to clear up a very big misunderstanding re my previous blog. 可能是我打英文讓一些人誤會了[ It might be possible that when I typed in english, I let someone misunderstand] :-) In fact, that decision wasn't related to my contract at all... it was more into what I need to do in the next coming few months. Hope you guys understand now :-)
Well, whether I should attend lessons abroad and go back Brunei OR filming in a drama and movie? Finally, it refers back to my zodiac sign - A Libran decides to stay in balance...

New movie - 14 BLADES - You guys have waited long enough for my next coming movie and now you've got it... After 13 months off screen, 14 BLADES is now in my schedule! Actually, we communicated with the production company since last year and I am very grateful with Director Daniel Lee for giving me this opportunity. His sincerity from the first day we met indeed touched my heart coz he really hope I would accept this role and though there were obstacles along the way, he never stopped trying!

I really love this script and this role is refreshingly new and undoubtedly challenging for me. I know I will learn a lot from this movie PLUS working with such great casts and crew, what else need I long for, right? I still remember taking pics with Donnie Yen when I was filming Butterfly Lovers and that time he was shooting IP Man at the same filming location and I told him " 希望有一天可以跟你合作"[I hope I can work with you someday] and here it is... this is really 緣份 :-) Honestly, i am really nervous but at the same time, i am really looking forward to this new learning experience! Hey, This is just the beginning of 14 BLADES.... more to share with you all in the coming future :-) I guess my only regret right now is being stubborn all these while not to take very good care on my ankle previously! I actually thought I could rest for some time and started only to worry when I have confirmed the role...以後不會不聽話了! 

Balance Balance Balance.... There are always things that we all wanna do but sometimes we just need to learn to let go of certain things and as long as we try our very best in the things we do. ... Hey, No Regrets! After deciding not to accept any role in dramas recently, I guess i might have a little spare time doing things that I mentioned in my previous blog now:-)

Oh yeah, there is another thing which I've always wanted to do... Unfortunately, it has to remain 'Confidential', as of now, it's still a mission that is hard to achieve. I will keep trying, trying and trying :-) Don't guess too hard or else you won't be able to sleep... haha! [<--- THIS SENTENCE!! FISHY!! xD] As i have been to so many places and seen so many of you, I know it's really 辛苦 to support an artist. Truthfully it's also not easy for an artist to return all the loves and supports to all his supporters....hahaa! As tired as we can be, 我們大家都很用心 and would always encourage each other and give a warm smiles to make the days of one another wonderful :-)

We should learn to Forgive n Forget, we should 包容 each other and we should be generous...You know what? Seeing others Happy is a state of Contentment, isnt it?Life is NEVER about being 'Calculative'! Well, this is how I feel... Honestly, I am really GRATEFUL that a huge portion of my supporters are really understanding and faithful. I can see it, i can feel it and i really appreciate it deep down inside my heart! I can feel that many of you 'just' want me to be happy no matter what and vice versa. Likewise, i also want to see u all happy!

Remember I said on my Shanghai concert? "I will Never Give Up On All Of You". You guys are part of my life now and that's why I love so much to share my experiences and pics I took in my blog with all of you. Never give up means NEVER GIVE UP... A promise is a PROMISE! Even if i really leave showbiz in the future, we can still be in touch, gather and we can get crazier... haha :-)

Last of all, Superman will take care of himself during my <14> filming process so don't worry, ok :-)

A reminder again - Eat more fruits and drink more water.

Quote to share: -
The way to happiness: keep your heart free from hate, your mind from worry. Live simply, expect little, give much. Fill your life with love. Scatter sunshine. Forget self, think of others:-)
Remember...Happiness doesn't depend upon who you are or what you have; it depends solely on what you think!

Try this for a week and you will be surprised :-)

Credits to: Fahrenciti.com

Taken from: SHEFahrenheitPhils. Forum

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Hmm, What does Chun mean in that sentence??? Hehehehe!! SOMETHING'S FISHY!! He's planning something? WAAAAAAHH!! Connects with Ella? Haha! WOOHOO!!! Spill it CHUN! Lol.

By the way, HAHAHAHA! Finally saw the Hana Kimi Taiwan Replay Commercial. WAAAH!! I was in the kitchen when I hear these lines:

"Isang cute girl ang nagpaka-lalaki para HANApin ang isang cute boy na walang KIMI.. Magbabalik na sila Joey at Brian!"

Shock! Wah! I immediately run from the kitchen to the living room and watched. Waah! I didn't care if my sister is there.. I really went wild! I went crazy!!! Waaaah!!! Hopefully they will air it SOON!! In weekends or in Primetime Bida [Nighttime] WAAH!!! I'm super super super EXCITED!! I so love ABS-CBN!!! Wahahahhaha! ChunElla [ZunHua] and Hua Yang Shao Nian Shao Nu fever will be BACK!!! Waaah!! Lu Rui Xi [Joey/Joelle Lu] and Zuo Yi Quan [Brian Zuo]!! Their love will once again BLOOM!! WAHAAHHAHAHAH!! More CE FANS to add in the family!! TIME FOR A CELEBRATION PINOY CE ANGELS!! BWAHAHHAHA!!

~zygnet~

now signing off with a happy mood. xxD

[May 16 2009 9:30 PM Saturday]

HEY CE FANS! Guess what?!?!? HANA KIMI TAIWAN WILL BE BACK ON ABS-CBN. WOOOOHHHOO!!! Anyone happy here? WAAAAAHHHH!! Posting this post makes me more HYPER!!! HAPPIER!!! I SO LOVE ABS-CBN FOR AIRING IT BACK!!! TO ALL STAFFS OF ABS-CBN, A MILLION, BILLION, TRILLION AND ZILLION OF THANK YOU!!! I can't say much more here! I'm just SSSSOOOOOO shock and HAPPY about this!!! OMG! OMG! OMG! WAAAHH!! I'M SO HAPPY!!!

~zygnet~

[May 16, 2009 2:02 PM Saturday]

Haha! You're thinking I'm falling in love with someone? *buzzer* Wrong! Hahaha! I'm falling in love with so many things.

One, I'm falling in love with S.H.E's new song titled "Suo Zhu Shi Jian" meaning "Locked In Time". It's really wonderful and later on, I'll change my music here. Hehe! I'll change it with that song. I just really love it. So soothing and relaxing. I love the rap part the most. Our beloved Han Bao, Ella Chen, sang that part. So good. Have time in listening to it. It's so beautiful. 

Two, Falling in love with Hana Kimi Taiwan all over again. Haha! I just love that drama so much that it's not really easy to forget about it. Haha! Just can't forget about the romance and the unique love story between Lu Rui Xi [who really fight for her love] and Zuo Yi Quan [who changed because of her presence]. It's just a super WOW! Lol.

Three, Falling in love with Hana Kimi Taiwan's lines. Hahaha! Like... Chun's lines there. 

"I believe that you're an angel sent to me by God to help me overcome my failures."- Zuo Yi Quan said to himself referring to Lu Rui Xi.

"What about losing? And what about winning? Did you forget that because of your presence, there's a new me now?"- Zuo Yi Quan told Lu Rui Xi.

Haha! Two people in love with each other. So sweet.

~zygnet~

'Hello' is the perfect word to start a conversation.
'How are you?' is the most caring question.
'I love you' are the sweetest three little words to mention.
'You can do it!' is the most encouraging words to hear.
And lastly, 'Goodbye' is the hardest one to say.

[May 14, 2009 Thursday 4:01 P.M]

Gosh! I was really shock with my dream. I dreamed about......... secret. I'll tell you in the end. God! I feel embarassed telling you my dream last night but well, haha! Here it goes.

Well, at first, I found myself crying.[Don't even know why] And asking some people and begging them to tell me where 'he' is. [This is SO embarassing >.<] Later, I was crying really hard already. Then, the people [DAW] told me that 'he' is in the stairs. I didn't listen and sat down and cried. [Now, I'm really embarassed.] Then, I tried to go down. And see 'him' [daw!]. Then, I saw 'him' carrying a ball, dribbling it and smiling at me. [DAW] Then, I hurriedly ran to him and hugged him. [Bwaahahahha!] Then, 'he' KISSED me on the lips! Wah! O.O 'He's' so handsome when 'he' closed his eyes. [daw!] And there, I woke up. Still shocked and wishing that it was 'his groupmate'. Hehe! Or I'm one of the people and it was 'her' and 'him'. And so, I went down, still thinking about it and still shocked about it.

Guess who? Haha! Yeah, it's Wu Chun! Lol. I was really shock with my dream but at least, I feel lucky. Lol. Coz even if it's a dream, I still had the chance to hug him really tight, to see him and even kissed him on the lips. O.O Hahaha! But well, for that 'his groupmate', It's Arron. I'm wishing I just dreamed about him or just Calvin mah! Haha! And well, I wished that I'm just one of the people and it was ELLA and CHUN who's in my dream. Hehe!

'Hello' is the perfect word to start a conversation.
'How are you?' is the most caring question.
'I love you' are the sweetest three little words to mention.
'You can do it!' is the most encouraging words to hear.
And lastly, 'Goodbye' is the hardest one to say.

[May 9, 2009 10:24 PM]

Sigh. I'm kinda feeling sad and afraid today. Why? I just feel strange and worried. Why again? Because of 'blank'. Hehe. Don't want to say her/his name here. I'm really worried that the thing that I'm afraid will happen will ACTUALLY happen. I've been through a lot of situations like this. And if it happens again, I don't think I can still survive. I don't think that after I fell down, I can still stand up. I just don't know. I'm so confused and I'm really worrying. Especially now that I'm like feeling it's starting. The beginning of the end is coming. And also, especially if it will happened between me and 'blank'. Hopefully, this feeling will be over. I don't want this. I don't want to think about it. It's just making me more...sad.

I really don't know what to do. And how to get rid of this weird and strange feeling. I really don't know.

To 'blank' [Sorry, I just can't tell his/her name. I'm afraid, she/he might get angry when he/she read this]: There's something wrong with you that I can't figure out. You may not show it but I can feel it. With your words and the way you talk. What really is the problem? Is the one I'm worrying about is starting to happen? If yes, then...it's my ending. But if saying goodbye is really the best thing to do then I'll go for it but just promise me. Promise me that you'll be happy. You'll be okay. You'll never be sad. I'll support you in every step you take. In every promise you said. In every opportunity you take. I'll always be right here. Don't worry. I won't break my promise. I'll keep it till the day I die. =)


"'Hello' is the perfect word to start a conversation.
'How are you?' is the most caring question.
'I love you' are the sweetest three little words to mention.
'You can do it!' is the most encouraging words to hear.
And lastly, 'Goodbye' is the hardest one to say."

~zygnet~ now signing off.

Well, first post for May. And after my last post here, so many things happened. Good and Bad things. First, happy moments. I do enjoy my days in late March and April. My closest sister went home for a vacation and of course, I was super duper happy. And there's a deeper surprise that she's going to have. Soon. We spent the two months happily. No time for sadness. Haha! Of course, after the vacation she has to fly back to her new home already. It might be hard to accept but that's what the present and the future set already. Last April 14-17 were one of my unforgettable days. Why? Because it's my first time to be FINALLY out of Cebu. Haha! Yup! And I did enjoy our 4 days 3 nights stay in Bohol. It's nice there. Very. You can see that they really take good care of their nature. I love it there! But as we all know, good things come to an end. Last April 23, my sister and her husband flew back to Norway. Sigh. But that's what she dream. She dreamed of going out the country. To explore the world more. And finally, she got what she wanted and I'm super happy for her. She finally reached some countries that she wanted to go. That's great, isn't it?

Now, for the bad things that happened. Another 'WuSa' fan showed up. Bashing S.H.E&Fahrenheit fanfics with rude comments. Gosh! She's so desperate. Why can't she just respect that we love them? And also, why can't she be contented with what she's doing, searching for news for her idols? Does she has to ruin our idols' image? Does she has to be so immature? God! Good thing her nonsense fanfics were deleted. If not, then this fight may go further and deeper and bigger. Even her co-WuSa fans are against her. Mad at her. Can't she just let us do what we want? It's not like she's our boss or something. And another thing, Jerry-Ella drama. Yeah! Yeah! I know. I'm kinda excited and found the drama's plot quite interesting but still, I'm kinda sad about it. Of course, I'm a fan of another tandem. I'm wishing that one day, they would have another drama together. Wishing that they will collaborate again. But it's super disappointing to know that what you want can't be the one you get. I understand my other friends' feelings. Like Ate Ally, Joselle jie and more. They were like 'dead' after that news. You might say we're over-acting but that's what we feel. Of course, we want something but then that something is not the one that we receive. Instead, the one we don't want is what we get. You know, it's really hard. If you were in our place, then you could understand. It's really difficult to accept the fact. Well, we won't just give up. There are still lots of years to come. They could even do more and more dramas together if they're allowed and want to. There's still an 'Ai Shi Bai Hui' to wait until it will be confirmed. But even how confident you feel, still, there's a worry feeling or a scary feeling that you'll feel. Things are not just that easy to accept. Especially bad things. Well, just hope that their drama will be successful and also, hopefully, they will have a drama [CE]. If not now, then next year. I can wait. ^.^

" 'Hello' is the most perfect word to start a conversation.
'How are you?' is the most caring question.
'I love you' are the sweetest three little words to mention.
'You can do it' are the most encouraging words to hear
And lastly, 'Goodbye' is the hardest one to say."

~zygnet~

I'm the ever-so-ewan Zygnet. Your silly fellow. I'm a 101% Asian Addict and I'm very very very proud to tell everyone about it. I love MandoPop (Cpop) the most, S.H.E, Fahrenheit, JVKV (F4), Danson Tang, Tank, Bang Bang Tang (A bit) and a lot more. Followed by Jpop and Kpop. I love Hey! Say! JUMP! And now, I'm loving Super Juniors. Especially, SuJu M because they can sing in Mandarin. WAHH! So nice leh!! :)) Anyways, I love Ella Chen Jia Hua in S.H.E! Super addicted with her but I also love Hebe and Selina mah. I love Arron Yan Ya Lun the most in Fahrenheit `coz of course, he's my lao gong (hubby). (HEY! Don't argue! xD.) Although I always melted with Calvin's smile, with Chun's handsome face and Jiro's silly actions. I love Daiki Arioka, Chinen Yuuri, Inoo Kei, Nakajima Yuto, Ryutaro Morimoto, Yabu Kota, Hikaru Yaotome, Yamada Ryosuke [this is in order] and of course, my ichibans, Takaki Yuya and Keito Okamoto in Hey! Say! JUMP! I'm so in love with cute boys! (?.?) I love Henry Lau of SuJu M!! He's so cute and of course, YESUNG!!! I uber love Yesung of Super Junior! Reminds me of my lao gong, which everyone knows who. HAHAHAHA!!!! I'm just totally an OBSESSED Asian fan! :)) And my number 1 goal, to learn ManJapEan! (MANdarin-JAPanese-KorEAN) :)). And I can say "I love you" in many different language. (If you wanna know about that).